This year is a disaster on its own. I don’t think this year will permit me to get out of my sad slump. Even books can’t help me now. Not if it has the actor’s photo that passed away.

I can’t take it anymore. We are halfway through the year and almost halfway through the trauma that Rishi Kapoor and Irrfan Khan’s death has given us that now we have a new death to cry for. I am done with my life, so done. This actor’s death took me to the depth of pain and emotional burst outs that I could have. Imagine me writing this post while crying, that’s the kind of pain I am in now.

Sushant Singh Rajput.

This is too much. I have loved Sushant since he starred in a Hindi Tv Serial named Pavitra Rishta. He made me smile whenever I watched him. He made his stardom through pure hard work. No references or anything, just hard work. I loved his serials and movies and I can’t believe he is gone.

Before I go ahead, let me show you some of his movies and series.

Chhichhore (Flippant)
Detective Byomkesh Bakshy.
Kedarnath (pilgrimage site in India).
M. S. Dhoni (biography of an Indian cricketer).

On 14 June 2020, Rajput was found dead from an apparent suicide by hanging in his Bandra home in Mumbai. Rajput was 34 years at the time of death. He had reportedly been suffering from depression for about six months.

These words shocked me. I never imagined him dying so soon. He was only 34 years old and was at the peak of fame and success. I loved his movies and serials. I loved him. I can’t imagine him gone. He had so many movies coming up that I was eager to watch. He was inactive on social media and very rarely seen during the lockdown. His servant informed the police that he hanged himself to death and this came as a great shock to the Bollywood industry and to all his fans. Nobody thought that he would kill himself. This is a disaster for all of us.

As much as I can’t believe that we have lost him, we all know that he will always be missed and loved. He was a great actor and an awesome human being. I hope he rests in peace. I will miss him and tonight I will watch his movie to give him a tribute. It will most probably be Chhichore because it’s my MOST FAVOURITE MOVIE OF ALL TIME and now with that, I would like to end this post but before I go…

People take a step back.

You can see what depression can do. Please please๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™ talk it through. I know sharing your feelings is not easy but it is worth it. We are all humans and we all feel pain and suffer from stress but instead of keeping it within you, fight it out of you. Talk to your family or friends or anybody you think you can share your feelings too. I am here if you guys want to talk. Contact me on my Email Id or my social media accounts. Do everything you can but please don’t commit suicide. Just think about your family crying when they see your dead body. Please don’t do anything wrong. I beg you๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™.

So that’s it for today. This day is a disaster and this year, a bad luck. Please take care of yourself and be safe. I will be back with more posts and until then…

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  1. Sad for people who in their moment of weakness take an unwarranted action…a valuable human life wasted.

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    1. It is so true but news on Twitter and other platforms say something else. Can I ask you a question?? Do you think he was murdered?? The Mumbai police report does point towards murder and if it is true then this is so bad. He was such a great actor๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ’”. This is just too bad. ๐Ÿ˜ž

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      1. I donโ€™t think so…he just couldnโ€™t cope with the challenges of life.

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        1. I feel so bad about it. It hurts so much. He was my favourite actor๐Ÿ˜žโœŒ.


  2. I just read a book on suicide and schizophrenia and it’s impact on family and his sibling trying to figure out why and what might have pushed him to edge. All I could understand is, yes, depression or mental illness is treatable and talking, consultation, medication can help but it depends more on person suffering from it. If person doesn’t want help or feel nobody can help, he/she will not let anyone help. It’s really complicated. Book and this news kept me thinking how difficult it might have been for person committing suicide and what family suffers after it.

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    1. What was the name of the book?? I would love to read it too. I don’t understand why and how people can take such a scary step. I really hope people start taking this problem seriously. I hope you all are safe and okay. โคโœŒ๐Ÿ˜Š


      1. It’s more about understanding their need and want and happiness before they take such step. There’s no why. No one can find reason for that. What is right as per your understanding is wrong from theirs and vice versa. It’s Ghosts of Harvard. In book too, family couldn’t understand character’s such extreme step, in fact all the efforts of family had negative impact. Later after suicide, they see what they did wrong or what they should have done, and even after all ‘ifs’, they couldn’t change what he did or change his mind and nobody is to blame. It was so tragic with so many layers. Stay safe and take care! x

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        1. This feels so deep and sad. I really hope people get out of this soon. I will read this book. I find it really intriguing and I have heard of it. I really wish SSR didn’t commit suicide. It still hurts to see what depression can make a man do. ๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ’”

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  3. I saw that news on Twitter I hadn’t heard of the actor, but it was so sad that he committed suicide.
    Best wishes, Pete. xx

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    1. Itโ€™s said that it might be murder because all signs point towards it. I also think something is fishy. I hope everything gets solved. I want that killer to be caught too.

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  4. It’s said that it might be murder because all signs point towards it. I also think something is fishy. I hope everything gets solved. I want that killer to be caught too.

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