What’s up with me?? That’s a kinda nice question to ask. Since I came back from exams my blogging has been super irregular and weird also. I am acting super sweet and sassy too. A mixed mood going on with no answers to my problem. With everything, I am going through this ‘not interested in you’ type of phase where I avoid stuff like hell. That’s exactly what’s been going on with my blogging too. Two words to describe it, ‘NOT INTERESTED’ Do you wanna know why?? Let’s start, shall we??

Stay home and stay quiet. STOP SPREADING HATRED.

Lost interest in writing. You ask why??? It’s because of CORONAVIRUS. That stupid thing has taken my mind and turned it into a parabola. I don’t know what’s going on around me but I do know what’s going on around the world. The only thing that’s going on is the earth healing itself and people dying by themselves and not even receiving a proper burial. When I read that. It was the end of my patience.

Tired, fed up and frustrated is all that I can think of while writing this post. I was so much into coronavirus research before a few days but then it got to my brain. My google feed is filled with corona, corona, corona. First I used to see recipes, DIYs and stuff but now my google is filled with Covid-19. It’s not because I searched about it but because my MOM CANNOT STOP OBSESSING ABOUT IT!!!!!! Reading articles related to Covid-19, videos on it, giving me stuff that has my mouth tasting like sweet honey mixed with bitter gourd. I can’t even feel the taste of pure water. And why she is doing this, you ask?? BECAUSE I HAVE IMMUNOSUPPRESSION!!! I just don’t understand one thing. It is not clear that eating weird stuff will save me from corona, THEN WHY DO IT??????????

Yes, you heard me right. This is a blog where I fuss about stupid pandemic ruining my life and making me hate and ignore blogging.

My dear mommy has become a news reporter where she tells the whole family news related to corona whether they want to listen or not. Although I do not understand what I should be doing with the piece of advice she gave me about using phones. I clearly remember the time she used to shout at me for using my phone immediately after waking up from either a morning or afternoon sleep but I can also clearly see her not following that piece of unwanted advice. So now the question is, should I follow it or not??🤔🤔 because she is clearly NOT FOLLOWING IT!!!!

With new deaths lurking in the hospital wards, we also have new idiots lurking on the internet. I don’t know what to do about them either. Like dude, I know you have lost it because you are vacant, just sitting at home doing nothing at all but do ya have to bore me to death??? Like seriously?? Do ya??

These crazy idiots go around the internet saying “CHINA EXPOSED/ THE BLACK TRUTH ABOUT COVID-19/BLAH BLAH BLAH” Seriously??!?! That’s it??? Just ’cause you have nothing to do, you go around spreading bullshit and creating hate??? Really?? Okay, let me think this might be true but tell me, does it really matter???

People are dying out there. Be this an intentional virus breakout by China or a deadly plague spreading on its own, does it really matter???

Dude, people are dead!!! Hundreds of thousands on ventilators and they are trying to get out of this, they are fighting this virus on their death beds. Doctors are living in vans and cars away from their family to avoid the spread of this virus, to avoid infecting their family. Their faces are getting disfigured wearing masks so tight that their faces either get swollen or shrink and show their face muscles and bones.

My one question to you all out there is: DOES IT REALLY MATTER???

Oh, to hell with who did this. It’s done and you can’t undo it but you can fight it. Support the people fighting it by staying at home, by avoiding unnecessary outdoor crusades. But let me firmly tell you this on behalf of all those people in their death beds and many more other people, “WE DONT GIVE A SHIT TO WHO DID THIS, WE WILL GIVE A SHIT TO WHO CAN HELP US FIGHT THIS.”

I will be trolled for this but to be honest I don’t care. I don’t care if China didn’t do this or if they did this on purpose. I really don’t care. All I care about is that people are dying and instead of accusing China of anything that they didn’t do or maybe did. I would care more of the world surviving through this and beating it like true champions that we are.

I honestly DO NOT GIVE A DAMN TO WHAT CHINA DID because it came out of it and now it’s the other countries that need us, that need our prayers and supports. So for one GODDAMNED TIME STOP THINKING ABOUT YOURSELF AND HOW TO SPREAD HATRED AND START PRAYING.

Why I am angry and haven’t been blogging???

A girl was beaten up by selfish, useless and coward people in a supermarket when she went to buy groceries amidst this lockdown and guess what THAT GIRL WAS A CHINESE. 😡 The police say they can’t stop this because the public is angry at the Chinese people for spreading corona. Hey!!! Did she come and give you a tight hug and spread the disease??? Stop being a literal idiot although you already are one but do you have to show it to the world???

That poor girl was away from her family, you idiots!!! How could you?? I wish you had thought that she maybe had lost a family member back in China. Maybe she is scared because she is alone. Instead of helping her you create a mob and beat her up. That’s the kind of cowardice I expect from this world but not on a girl dude. That’s just not done.

Maybe you are right that China spread this but hello, she is a Chinese by birth, not the main Chinese man/woman who spread this. Respect her right to walk around peacefully. She didn’t do you any harm and she won’t. We are the public handled by the government. You have a right to accuse china if you want although I don’t recommend it because you don’t know what has truly happened but I repeat it BUT NO ONE GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO HIT SOMEONE JUST BECAUSE SHE IS A CHINESE.


I open my WordPress account to find everything related to coronavirus. I am tired and so done with it. A thing that spreads hatred and cowardice has no place in my life, be it a demigod whose thunder might tear the earth apart (just watched Thor😜) or a virus that attacks people quietly like a coward and besides I have my news reporter mom to give me unwanted news on corona. So I am done and tired of opening my account to Coronavirus. I unfollowed more than 15 blogs because of this particular reason.

I might blog a little from now on as I got this shit out of my system. So thank you for wasting your time and hope you enjoyed. I am not in the mood to do a nice goodbye. So just follow my blog on the links given below and stay safe and don’t you dare hurt anyone around you in the name of corona because you haven’t seen the power of a blogger yet:

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Signing Out_X

9 thoughts on “WHAT’S UP WITH ME?!? ||LIFE UPDATE.

  1. People who hate will use any excuse and sadly this will never change. There are loads of inspirational stories out there though. Be well.

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    1. Thanks, Kimmy. I just hate that people are using violence instead of coming together and fighting this disease. I am seeing the inspirational stories but when I see all these stuff I just feel a burst of sadness and frustration, like just imagine on one side we have the doctors and health workers putting their lives in danger to save the world and on the other hand people are fighting among themselves just cuz they think this or that person started Covid-19.

      Be safe, Kimmy. 😞✌

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  2. I hope you feel better getting this out of your system, Suzan. I think we can all relate to everything you wrote here.
    I am adding some extra short stories on my blog, to give people something unrelated to Virus news to read.
    Best wishes, Pete. xx

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    1. I do feel a little bit better, not too good. I am glad you relate with everything I wrote, Pete. I will try to read as soon as I get back to my reading mood.

      Be safe, Petey❤✌😊

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  3. I agree with you, Suz. Our TV channels are spewing hatred and people are attacking others just because they have got another excuse. I’m sorry you’re feeling fed up by it. I’m feeling the same. I hope it gets better soon. Take a break if you need and avoid anything related to it. I guess now would be the time to read amazing books lol *tight hugs* 💖

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    1. I am glad you understand this situation, Nikita. Not only TV channels but even people are also going against each other. I am better than before, I hope you feel better. I really want it to get better soon. I have started avoiding Covid-19 related stuff and I am reading some great novels that I will be posting about soon. 🙂💓

      Take care & be safe❤✌😊

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      1. I’m glad you’re feeling better now 💖 I can’t wait to hear your thoughts on the books. Which ones are you reading right now?

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        1. Thanks, Nikita. I will be posting the reviews really soon. I just did a post of all the books. You can check it out.

          Take care & be safe❤✌😊


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